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The Journal of Matthew Sharp what day is it?
01/28/2007 08:37 a.m.
you cant get a giggle without a tickle and my negligent curiosity rubs wildy tickling everything to read its reaction and learn from the experience in order not to repeat it again because repetitive conditioning is a binding/blinding contract.
and i dont want mental blindness, i dont want to be obedient.
i want to smile and mean it, i want to be passionatte without being called a pussy and i want to harm someone without being called a bully.
my consciousness is so busy adapting to dying that i convince it that it has run its task, every event i have ever witnessed is used primarily to transform the unobvious into obviousness in thoughtless awareness/repetition.
fight repetition with repetition and may the best persuasion win i guess.
i just want my soul to blow in the wind without getting stuck on branches and being bred upon.
I would sing some ridiculous improvised intimacy to you in order to show how open i am, but i slammed the door on my finger.
i hope to find you in smiling serenity, or passionatte war.
I am listening to meshuggah
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