little christmas eve miracle
12/25/2006 07:07 a.m.
you can spend your life
waiting
wishing
counting the days
savoring the moments
just hoping
just begging
that he'll come back

eventually you'll learn
that he won't

after saying too many things
after crying too many nights
after hearing him say
"get out of my life,
just get out"

you find someone new
you forget the old
all is bright

then it's christmas eve
and he comes to you saying,
"i am so sorry.
you meant the world to me."

(and then what do you do?)

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and i thought i had the biggest asshole for an ex-boyfriend.