20th of November
11/20/2006 06:29 p.m.
As of late, my thoughts have been disturbing me. This has made my writing seem as if it were from visions and dream and � inspired scripture. Really, the words that come from me are foreboding and troublesome. They point to an apocalypse of some kind. Not just the last week or so � but� September 27th was my first entry that was very taxing on my mind. I imagine this is what a prophet of God must have felt like. � I�m not saying that I am a prophet or anything like that� (as I don�t want to sound or, in fact, be crazy) but really, I will sit and think over these passages for hours, not even blinking.

The piece I�m working on right now in SNDTRKS is like this. Last night I could have written pages and pages� but my mind was just too weighed down with the thing that I was writing! � and when the thoughts procession turmoil wears, I just want to curl up and sleep for a thousand years.

In any case, this latest big entry that is taking up days and days feels like it will never end (though, alas, an ending has been contrived). I�m certain that I will keep this entry, though it has veered a bit from the focus of SNDTRKS. We shall see.

I am currently Mysterious
I am listening to "Dew (herbal version)" from Aes Dana: Season 5