it ended bad, but i love where we started.
09/28/2006 10:27 p.m.

last night i thought he told me he loved me, that he was committed and that this long distance thing, this waiting, was worth it. and i thought about transfering (which i have been thinking SO much about) and i thought about the future. i thought about growing old and who i would want to spend my time with. (just so you know, no one compares) and i woke up feeling like those words were actually spoken, but after our conversation today, i know they weren't. (oh my god it was just a dream!) i know he wants his space and that if he truly loved me, and i mean really, wholeheartedly loved me, this wouldn't even be an issue. i feel so brokenhearted. i love him, but what can i do? what do any of us do when we aren't loved in return?


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I am currently Unsure
I am listening to fiona apple