Where have you been?
09/13/2006 11:18 p.m.
The question posed to me by my brother. Where have you been? Not in the literal sense of course, I speak to him all the time. More of a figurative sense. He is telling me things like....Ria she is not your daughter.....what are you doing? She would kill you if she had the chance......It is not your fault what happened, stop sacrificing yourself....and you know what scares me the most? Anthony sounds just like him lately.....on and on and on.......He says he is worried about me. He just asked me if dinner was on the table was on time? Has to be as you are a stepford wife now and you know it....he says he does not call at dinner time cause he knows I can't talk then.
So....he wants to know, what happened? Where have I been? I told him I do not know.
I will have to think about it. Where have I been? Where did I go....when am I coming back?
On a lighter note, he found me a very old copy of The Rubaiyat for me....lovely....


I sent my soul into the invisible,

Some letter of that after life to spell.

And by and by my soul returned to me

And answered, I myself am heaven and hell.

~Omar Khayyam

I am currently Depressed
I am listening to my brother......