in awe....again...
06/04/2006 08:28 a.m.
I am not always the most poetic, although I share the space with you poets.  Sometimes life can be overwhelming... I wear so many hats that my head hurts... i try the best to be simple, to be kind, to be modest and to be adequate......I don't know if I will feel like I have lived up to my expectations as a mother, as a daughter as a friend and as a wife.  Sometimes living for the feelings of others can throw the center of yourself off.. I have felt off lately,  blame it on the hats for spinning me sideways but sometimes  I cannot do it all... If I fail at any of the tasks that is ok, I am growing and learning, I am learning the lessons of life and all it beholds.. I will keep on trying as my back hurts and my eyes blurr because I can try to be it all, I will be the provider and the protector... I will be soft and hard... we are living and at the moment, I am tired.  All  I can do is put on the hats and grab the railing ... I can and I will .. wear them all
I am currently Reflective
I am listening to the tv and my head buzzing