ugh
04/22/2006 09:42 p.m.
do you ever wake up and try to think of one thing you like about yourself and cant come up with anything? not one single thing.

for your sake, i hope not.

i feel like ive lost control of my life. i dont know. i havent felt like this this senior year of high school. and maybe im overdramatic, maybe im too anal, maybe maybe maybe.
i just want to be loved.
i dont know. or to love myself. i dont even know why im writing this.
i hate feeling this way.
I am currently Overwhelmed