I Woke Up with Yet Another Thought
04/18/2006 09:59 p.m.

April 12th, 2006


I woke up with a thought, yet another. How can one single positive thought stand the onslaught of thousands of negative thoughts we indulge in mechanically?

How can a single intended decision turn into an action when there's so much negation from within?

How can a self, we identify as us, fight a battle against a whole battalion of unwanted selves?

The only way, I concluded, is to counter every negative thought, every feeling which leads to negative emotionalism, and every suggestion of weakness that is deep rooted, with intentional and positive thoughts and decisiveness so as to provide desired strength to the self we identify as us. We need to turn our INTENDED SELF into a whole army unto himself.

I decided to make and repeat a positive decision intentionally once every five minutes.