he used to say these things
03/05/2006 12:23 a.m.
he would say:
you look nice today.
you look nice every day.
i think about you all the time.
i love it when you smile.
and laugh.
sometimes
i don't know what to say when you're around.
i guess i get nervous.

but
you're beautiful.
and motivated.
and unique.
i feel like you get me.
and so many other little things.

and i would think:
damn, i am lucky.