The Journal of Nikki Benson Why is it always about boys???
02/25/2006 01:29 a.m.
I feel pathetic�
There is a boy that I have a crush on. I have actually liked him for about five months. A few days ago he send me a message thanking me for how nice I am to him and I basically bore all� He told me that he thought I was cute too. That�s nice. I told someone about the whole thing and she talked me out of liking him. I shouldn�t like him. Anyway I told him last night that me being all flirty was giving t he wrong impression because even if I did like him I couldn�t do anything about it� I haven�t heard anything back from him. THAT IS WHAT I WANTED!!! Now that I�ve got it, IT SUCKS!!! Boy you have no idea how much of a PUTZ I FEEL LIKE RIGHT NOW. I�m pissed off that I�m bummed. What I would really like to do is jump off a cliff right now. Just jump. I don�t feel like dying over a boy. I don�t feel like dying at all� I am just really bummed�Really bummed� I am currently Bummed
I am listening to Coldplay
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