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02/03/2006 07:20 p.m.
I had the weirdest dream last night about sitting with a bunch of people. Well we talked about the world and I brought the topic that I always bring to the table. I told them how love sucks, and I think it was on Valentine's Day that this all occured in my dream.

I talked about the girl that burns in my mind and in my veins, and that I will never love again. Yet in my dream a guy said "how could you do this to yourself? She is part of your history. What defines you, but you have to let her go." I said "But she is all that I am, and all that I will be." It ended with me walking out.

How weird is that to dream about something so real? I know I haven't written much here. Mostly I'm working and trying to find a better job. Just seems that I'm stuck in a rut. Been following the dream since I first P.A.(Production assistant for those not hip on film terms). Now I work at as a receptionist for a big studio, and I miss working on small films.

I just want to tell stories and make a living of it. I want to be remembered for something grand, and not be forgotten. How lame is that? Well back to work I go.
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