last year; revelations
01/05/2006 12:37 a.m.
I don't know... last year was definitely rough... a lot of things happened... my friends and family all had to go through a lot of crap and I was there to witness all of it and feel sorrow with them... but I realized, nothing particularly horrible happened to me. I'm not saying that last year was at all good because the tragic things that happened to those close to me affected me too... but nothing hit me directly... plus, I did have a bunch of good times. I just feel like a complete outsider who always watches the world from the outside; I'm watching everything happen, but it doesn't involve me. I am the audience and last year I watched a horror movie... a horror movie that was funny at many times and filled with lots of drama. I dunno, maybe this year I'll be an actor, or at least I hope the show I watch isn't so depressing.
I am currently Odd