lost within my thoughts of sleepless TV
12/30/2005 10:38 a.m.
I can't sleep, which is really not that unusual for me. But for some reason ~ it just seems so wrong this time. I spent most of the night watching the whole season of My Fair Brady ~ back to back episodes on VH1, which is really unusual for me. But for some reason ~ it just seemed like the right thing to do. Right and Wrong. I rarely watch TV. I rarely get sleep. Wrong or Right. I am.....

I don't like all of this noise in my head and all of this quiet in my life. So I thought hours of celebreality would at least numb one or the other ~ but it only made things worse.

And for the all the words I have stuck inside me ~ release has yet to present itself.

So I ramble. At 4:30 in the morning. Wondering if anyone even cares. Because at this point ~ I don't so why should they.
I am currently Troubled
I am listening to the wasting of my life.