Just Stuff
12/22/2005 02:49 a.m.
A lot happened today, and I'm still processing all the energy, etc. so this will probably go here, then there, and wander in a wild circle a bit.

Today I had the most wonderful opportunity to take Reiki. Today, on Winter Solstice... I didn't get to stay for the fire ceremony this evening, but my energy is still there.

When we were practicing our energy work, the entire time I felt/heard the energy telling me that I needed to work with one particular person. One whom felt uncomfortable using energy in front of others, who was unsure of herself, who in her words had "ego" issues"... who had also experienced a lot of difficulties in the past few years (I don't know all of these, but could sense some).

I worked on her first, most of the session it was just myself, her and our master/teacher, although people came in and out at times.

Throughout the whole day I had been "buzzing" with energy...When it was time for me to work with my partner, suddenly I was lost... the sensations I experience usually when dealing with energy weren't there... I refocused and eventually adjusted to the new sensations...

Long story short, it worked out... It always does, right?

The master/teacher is also an interfaith minister... I may have found the person to perform my wedding ceremony.... I had said previously that I didn't want a woman to perform my marriage... but, the woman that was suggested was a minister in a church... my upbringing and belief system is that a man is to be the shepherd and leader of a church. This woman does not lead a congregation... I don't know, somehow it's different in my mind/belief system.

And finally an observation... I really enjoyed having my "fake" nails for the past month... well most of the time... it hurt like nobody's business when the darn things got bent backwards are something... but after more than a month, as they were beginning to lift anyway, I finally had to get them off... I chewed, and split, and peeled, and finally I got all the darn things off...it wasn't a very pleasant experience either... why do we women do these things to ourselves?