I've Been Dreaming About Boys...
12/19/2005 07:21 p.m.

My dream last night was that I was moving to Montana and two boys that I have liked in the past were involved. One, that I am currently talking to used to live in Montana and he was giving me tips on where to live, and the other (whom I recently had a dream that he died and he left me a note telling me that he really loved me� weird�) would not let himself show the emotion that he was feeling about me leaving. Tears welled up in his eyes� Then I tried my best to reach him on an emotion level and he opened up a little but, but he soon closed up.

Then I had a dream that I told a boy that I would have sex with him for $100 and I took him back to my place but before I let him in I checked to see if anyone was home, My mother and four other ladies were in my house at the time including Nichole the winner of this cycles America�s Next Top Model who was in my room� (Don�t ask me,,,) So I came back out because I couldn�t have sex with him but as we were walking out I grabbed him and kissed him as deeply as I could; his mouth tasted really bad. For some reason he let me keep the money. Then I woke up and realized that it was the taste of my own mouth that I tasted� Weird� Gross�