Rent and Christmas
11/28/2005 07:51 a.m.
I wonder if, in this instance, I have read too much into the starting letters. But I feel crushed, so maybe... maybe...

I saw rent the other day with some people from South Pacific. LOVED IT! The songs are stuck in my head. Talked with Kellie today. About many things, I suppose I always do. He seems so genuinely interested in my day and the way things are. Am I happy? What happened with soccer? Do you want my coat? Here have the last piece. I don't understand it all. I wonder if everything fades and changes with time, like Jordan says. I am happy to be everywhere I am right now, given every circumstance of my heart and my head and the people I surround them with. It feels so nice to belly laugh, to explore. To know that there'll be arms around me. To know that I can wrap my arms around myself, needbe.

So far on the christmas list:
(in order of necessity, not necessarily appeal)

-bookshelves!
-cd rack
-new usb cord for my kodak digicam
-new monitor :)
-Good size 4 or 5 (or 4 1/2) soccer ball
^^someone (cute?) to kick it at me to practice in net :P
-gift certificates to any of the random stores I frequent
-that fancy jlo perfume stuff (I dont usually wear scents but this is yummy)
-White chocolate toblerone
-Girly things like food scented candles
-anything homemmade/with thought put into it.]

P.s. friends need not buy the necessary things, unless you find a neat version of one of them. for instance, Jordan, do not by me a plank of wood for a bookshelf, lol, unless you intend on personalizing it somehow for me first, and installing it (HAHAHA!)

I'm in a good mood. Christmas and/with family. :)
I am currently Happy