Lisa
10/27/2005 07:45 p.m.
Oh God that makes me so mad I could scream at Lisa for all the things she doesn't understand. Who is she to judge a situation she only sees the surface of? Who the hell does she think she is? Does she thinks she understands what this feels like? Yes, people make mistakes. People make mistakes over and over and over again and God help me if I can't have the right to play these things by ear for once. To do things the waymy heart wants me to do them. I DO NOT WANT IN HIS PANTS THAT IS NOT WHY I AM DOING THIS! If all I wanted was his sex I would have had is by now. As it stands I haven't had sex for a good month which is more than I can say for others so instead of looking at what MY fucking hormones are saying let's look at everyone elses. WHAT THE FUCK DOES LISA KNOW ABOUT FAIRNESS IN THIS SITUATION?? You want to talk about how people should be treated Lisa? Let's talk about the way Barbara is when she's "just being herself," being blunt and as a result cold. Let's talk about trust, Lisa, and about what a friend should be. I AM NOT TALKING TO HIM FOR SEX! I could get sex anywhere I wanted it. Sex is not the issue here and she has no right to assume she knows anything about anything about this.
Fuck.
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