Learning
10/12/2005 07:52 p.m.
Alone time is learning mode so very clearly and expeditiously.

Historically, I have chosen relationships out of a desperate need to be wanted. It makes me ill, but there it is. I suppose some of needing to be wanted may be explained as normal. I just don't know at this point. I am reading and learning and praying, and what I seem to be "getting" from the universal teaching is that "need" such as what I have experienced when I've chosen relationships does not just reflect, but often attracts,an experience of lack. And I what KNOW now is that "lack" is an absolute illusion.

So, there you have it. What will happen next? My own journey and what it may hold, the potential for growth and change as well as the potential for stagnation, absolutely intrigues me. Huh.
I am currently Divine
I am listening to the medical jargon of unfamiliar physicians in my earphohes