[a brown spot on a pearl face]
10/12/2005 06:24 a.m.
nothing is ever black and white. everything must be unblack and off-white. which is fine... it leaves tones for everything in between. however, it can be particularly difficut when accented with red.

now, history/experience has shown me that between every thought is truth and between every truth is thought. that may seem neither here nor there; after all, it is mindless babble - but i'm attempting to solve my own problem with analytical nonsense.

so, let's take that. between every thought is the truth (so, amidst every conundrum is the actual/factual/truth) and between every truth is thought (the path to the truth was the thought process and it's origins). so, what i'm telling myself is that i need to remain centered in my thinking, remembering fact and probable, and not let my thought overcome the truth. not to get carried away in the thought; appreciate it- use it for understanding- but keep the anything but the truth in check.

yeah, that makes sense to me. it may seem obvious, but there will come decisions in your life that are complicated to make - unless you are person that dosen't think of your actions and acts on desire alone. in that case, i pitty you. because wisdom is better than all other things.
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