[sparrows]
10/11/2005 05:17 a.m.
i thought that looked like the right word. you ever get that?

a single word can look perfect to match how you feel. it's similar to word relation - only your taking your emotions and pulling a word out of the air. i've written pieces like this before - where a word sets the tone. ... the piece can have absolutely nothing to do with the word - but it was based around it.

letters look good together sometimes. they are self-describing. colors and numbers and letters all can do that.... that will be covered some other time though - assuming that i can remember. i have a whole theory on a persons name fitting to certain colors.

it's the psychology of the thing. don't you see?

i'm sure there's something about the word being plural, beginning and ending in 's', the double 'r', the individual letters and their combinations, the word itself and what it is - what the connotations are behind the word, the recent trend of brackets... never examined anything like that before? this is my mind.

a sparrow, in the first century c.e. (at least, we could say biblical times, but this is the only time period that i know this information about for sure) .... first century c.e. - sparrows were worth very little value. so little that if you bought four, you got the fifth free. and they could be bought for a fraction of the poorest persons wages. ... i don't know what the relation is with that and me though.

.... if i keep looking at the word... it dosen't seem so perfect. ... what's your perfect word for this very moment? comment, please.
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