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The Journal of Alison McKenzie Life is just crazy!
10/07/2005 02:55 a.m.
Crazy busy! I can't believe I can't even get in here to post the poetry I've been writing - BY HAND - at home!!! It sucks not to be able to write as thoughts occur to me.
Well, I'm not dating. Anyone. Ugh. It's just so discouraging out there in the single/dating world. One guy told me "sorry, babe, three strikes and you're out. I wouldn't marry you if you were the last woman on the planet." Well, first of all, who the hell was asking him to marry me? Second of all, life must be pretty darn peachy in Perfect. Ah, see???? My next poem and not enough time to write it. Well, maybe....Anyway, I'm such a ninny. I cried myself to sleep, as if his categoric rejection meant something when in my heart of hearts, of course it means nothing at all except that there's one less single jerk to worry about hooking up with. Even my broken "picker" wasn't needed for that one! At any rate, dating is just not a good idea. I don't know how I let myself get sidetracked to begin with, other than sometimes the idea of not being lonely sounds good enough that I get silly I guess.
On a positive note....the three teenagers that live with me are brining home A's and B's!!! That's such an awesome thing!!! They are such wonderful souls, and I am so blessed to be with them!
And on another positive note, my job is going wonderfully. It's a VERY busy office, and the physician I work for (she is a WONDERFUL woman!!!) took me to lunch today and told me that I set a very peaceful tone at the office, and that feels lovely to me! Hoooooray!!
Ok. Gotta run. It's nearly 8pm and I haven't been home yet today.
I am currently Cheerful
I am listening to my post nasal drip. Ugh.
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| Posted by Cathlyn Cartier on 10/07/05 at 02:33 PM Hang in there! And don't worry about Lewey the Loser (what a... well you know). I know people say it all the time, the right guy will come around when you least expect it... speaking from experience now, it's true... 5 years post divorce, when I'd finally gotten to the point that I knew I didn't need a man and could care less if I was dating because being a mom, and having fun with my kids and reaching my own dreams was more important... that's when he strolled into my life (well picked up the phone and called me long distance out of the blue).
Just concentrate on you, the teens, and what a great life y'all have together! |
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| Posted by James Zealy on 10/19/05 at 09:48 PM Dating is such a pain anyway, there is too much pretense and not enough reality. Dating outta be renamed an outting. Go out have fun and to hell with the rest of it. |
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