the last few nights
10/06/2005 10:10 p.m.
i am looking back
i am remembering
the last few nights
of our relationship

i'm looking back
on every time we hung up
because we knew no one would win
the argument
and how much regret i'd feel later
and call you back

i'm re-living
the way i wanted to kiss you
and how you said you were tired;
the way i held you
and the way you slept (to escape)

i'm remembering
the last time i said "i love you"
i hope you remember;
and i hope it kills you
that you didn't say it back