i'm not joking; this is breaking my heart.
08/29/2005 05:04 a.m.

a few days ago i threw away quite lofty sum on a plane ticket to see my "boyfriend" in october. he's in austin now, where pretty girls are in no short supply. i'm stuck in athens and i'm lonely and i miss him. i can be honest. brutually so. but today he calls me and tells me the weekend i already booked tickets for, the weekend he already confirmed as okay, is now no longer so. apparently, the weekend i was to go up is also parent weekend. i don't know, i guess the two are mutually exclusive, and he can't see me AND his parents in the same weekend. he won't give me a straight answer, but by tomorrow, i will know whether or not i need to CANCEL my ticket.

if i have to cancel it (it will cost me an additional $130 to do so) i will never speak to him again. i am not joking.


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