I am resisting
08/12/2005 11:09 p.m.

I am fighting a depression.

It frustrates me when I miss him, when I lack the whatever it takes to remember the negativity that we experienced together, that it's a good thing we are no longer together. How come it doesn't feel good? I want to live simply in the thankfulness about how positive things are now, but today it eludes me.

While I know that what I resist persists, I do believe I'll be successful in remaining joyful.

Ack. Gives me a hairball.