conversations
08/10/2005 02:36 a.m.
i constantly replay comversations in my head...consequently they are conversations that I will never have...oh well, I guess.
I suppose I am not confident enough in what I think that I even begin to start them. Maybe I am just too lazy, but somehow I doubt that.
I hate to pity myself, and I don't think I do...Maybe I just need to open my mouth occasionally. If I don't I'll never get my point across. I don't think that I am totally wrong in the things I think, I just don't ever talk about it...Well, maybe I am wrong...I just don't understand, if I feel like I'm the root of the problem, how is it that I'm not...Or maybe I'm just too difficult, but apparently I am not easy to communicate with...I think I am, but I guess not...Maybe I am just lazy...
I am currently Brooding
I am listening to a baseball game