I've been reading
08/09/2005 06:20 p.m.

So many, many things about the way life IS, the food I eat, how I eat it, my DNA, how to change it....I have been meditating about what to do next. I love my newest job as a medical transcriptionist, but it will only be part time in the long run and does not appear to be a job that will support my family.

The world is wide open to me, and all I really know for sure is that I want to offer myself....I want to be of assistance to those in some sort of need. I have been thinking alot about becoming a foster parent, as I've noticed that my daughters' friends seem to relate very well to me, and most of them end up calling me "mom". I do think that I have offered my children some very interesting ways to walk their paths, and I am very non-judgmental and accepting of their individual opinions and beliefs while still being able to maintain a semblence of peace in our home. There are no major dramas occuring, and I'm quite pleased at this point. My son is a bit of challenge, but he is faring well in my care, and is beginning to love and accept himself (which is something he never was able to do for himself before).

I just don't know, but I'm praying and asking for revelation. I am at such a perfect place for new direction, and I'm open to whatever it is the universe tells me about what might be a positive direction for me to move in next.

I am currently Content
I am listening to dictation