Filing today
08/03/2005 02:48 p.m.

The appointment is at 9am this morning. I can't believe the time has come, after all these years of wondering if we were really going to make it or not. No matter how close filing the papers actually got, the fact is they were never filed - until now. It feels shocking, despite KNOWING this day would eventually come. Part of me does not want to let go, even though I KNOW it must be done, and neither of us was happy enough being together. I just never imagined being divorced. I suppose no one does.

We went over the papers together yesterday evening, all was in order. We wiped each others' tears away and said our final goodbyes. At least we weren't angry.

By the end of this week, I will Ms. Alison McKenzie.

I am currently Sad
I am listening to the traffic