it's hip to be a mess.
07/18/2005 07:41 p.m.

it's weird. when everything looks like it's all coming together, it's only really slowly coming apart. not really, of course, because nothing with me is any worse than it seems. but it does make me wonder: when they stare at the scars on my thighs, do they really feel bad for me, or do they just think i'm way more fucked up than they thought. not that it matters, everyone knows better than to open their mouths.


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