Someone hit rewind, I think I missed something somewhere.
04/28/2005 10:24 a.m.
I don't think of you
(very often) anymore.

Mornings are spent sleeping in-
dreaming dreams that You no longer fill.

I'd like to think that
I just became immune to missing you..
But my heart knows the truth.

How you no longer move me
or cause me to wonder where you are
what you're doing, or who you're doing it with.

On tuesday I mentioned how
I don't see much of you anymore,
in my dreams or otherwise.

I remarked on how you maybe should be a little worried.

And you changed the subject.

But I can't help but feel out of place, somehow, still.
I know nothing other,
than How to miss You-

So how am I supposed to act,
if I no longer do.


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I cried when you didn't want me-
and now I'm crying because I don't want you.