Life
03/18/2005 05:57 p.m.
WEll I am now 50 yrs old, and have been for awhile, still smiling and loving the fact that I am half way there. Lately I have been playing with my picture online... perhaps getting used to the me that I am now. I think that we change all the time, not the core us.... that pretty much stays the same.... but changing, hopefuly for the better. I sometimes wonder at my peace inside, my happiness with being 50. There are alot of things I wonder about in odd moments *grin*....  God has been very good to me, there are alot of reasons to smile. Each night I fall to sleep, not with tears on my pillow and a feeling of loneliness... but with a smile, and talking to god, saying Thank You. Spring is comming after all and with it sunshine, like that within me. I am experimenting with the background here and will leave it however disjointed it is or hard to read because.... *wicked grin*... I had fun doing it, I will also leave all the words I do not spell just right, because afterall this is just for me....  *smile*  isn't it???????                                                                                           
I am currently Calm
I am listening to Birds outside my window