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02/20/2005 05:13 a.m.

it's a really quite sad when you realize that you just don't like someone anymore. it's not even that i like this person differently, or less; i just don't like him at all any longer. and i feel awful. sick even. i know saying this is just fucking everything up; and i know i may be squandering the best thing that has yet to happen to me, but i don't care. i hate the person he has turned into, i hate that he doesn't care or try to change it. and i hate, hate, hate that he acts like everything is fine. i guess that's the saddest part: he might think that that's actually true.

I am currently Depressed
I am listening to interpol