halfway to 60
02/18/2005 01:54 a.m.
It came and went.
Without any fanfare.
Without any major breakdowns.
Without anything really.

Just a few phone calls and some emails.
Nothing else.

I think I like it that way.
I was really dreading it too.
I know it's just a thing.
Another day.
Everyone has to endure it once a year.

So yeah, I need to get over myself.
Stop wondering when my life is going to begin.
Stop asking myself where all the years went.
Just stop and live.

I turned 30 yesterday.
And today ~ I cried.
Alone.
Depressed.
Same as yesterday ~ only a year older.
Moments passing into minutes passing into hours passing into days ~
passing me by.

I am currently Unsure
I am listening to my biological clock.