where do i go from here?
02/10/2005 04:37 p.m.
"I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong"

as cheesy as it may seem, dance has always been a home for me, an escape, a place of security and freedom. even your most cherished thing can be ripped from your grasp in a matter of moments. the truth is i don't know if i'll ever be able to dance again and that thought scares me. i am injured in my right foot/ankle and from what the doctor has said, it was only a matter of time before my left foot would be injured. my walking would then be impaired.

dancing has been my home, when everything else around me was crumbling and now i have been forced out of that. there is a death within me. its true that God does not want you to find security in anything but Him, and its a hard lesson to learn. i literally feel stranded. i don't know what to do. i just want to hear God's voice directing me- "where you go, i will follow, Lord, but where are you leading me?" its a very unsettling feeling.

prayers are appreciated. blessings to you !
I am currently Empty
I am listening to the sound of nothing