No Break-Up, Break-Up, No Break-Up, Break-Up
02/05/2005 03:32 p.m.
I'm in pain and confusion. We decided to work on it till May. We're in counseling, he's trying his best... and I'm afraid that because I am in this deep depression (like not caring about anything), I don't want to be in this anymore.

I swear, the only thing going is my thesis that is due late April.

Then what? I'm trying to make creative projects for myself to keep me going.

How long, until I'm 70? Will I have to "create projects" for myself to keep from dying?

I already have to recite the alphabet at night just to go to sleep and push out those nasty voices.
I am currently Detached
I am listening to air conditioner at work