Happy Holidays
01/04/2005 04:59 a.m.
I just spent the last twelve days with my sweetie. It was an amazing holiday and Alan made it that way. He had to leave today though and I don't get to see him again until the middle of March. :( This is the longest stretch we will have to endure without seeing each other. It really really sucks and I don't know if I can do it. It is going to be absolute torture. I guess the bright side is that he will be here permanently in May. I can't wait until I can fall asleep in his arms every night and wake up next to him every morning. I got so used to it when we were spending the last twelve days together...now it is going to be tough being alone again. Damn I miss him so much. I just need to feel his arms around me right now. I guess I will just go to sleep and dream about him all night.

I love you Alan Nelson!
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