exit music
01/03/2005 04:29 a.m.

i'm really only writing here because it's been a long time since the last. i love pathetic. and i am tired. and there are too many positive stresses in my life at the moment.

learning how to live in my hometown. my old hometown. interesting. and learning how to be without everyone i love, soon. i don't know how to do that. maybe it'll help my writing. anyway, have to start work at planned parenthood tomorrow. at least maybe i can do some good work for some women this month. that's something. and another thing: i love my mother and my stepfather.

goodnight, pathetic - and those in whom i have joy: thank you.