Reflecting on the old year...
12/27/2004 05:48 p.m.
I'm more than ready to say good-bye to 2004. Too much has happened this year. The "Year of the Monkey" is almost over and I am quite relieved. A year that has been marked by major, life-alterning events.

Let's lift our glasses and our spirits (both liquid and metaphysical) to 2005.

I dread (mentally and physically) going back to work next week. The only good thing about it is that there are only 5 months left until school is out for summer. I also get a three day weekend two weeks after we go back.

I have not yet done one of the things I had intended to accomplish on the winter/Christmas break. I have NOT found my resume and revamped it so that I can start sending out job applications. I hate where I am working now and I HAVE to leave. The negativity of the place is starting to seriously affect me.

I am apprehesive about making change. I always have been, but even more so now that I am solely responsible for the health and well-being of my children. Any change I make means possible changes in medical insurance, which means my son may have to change Drs. and we all know what a pain in the butt changing Drs. is.

There are no easy answers, there never are, but with this year coming to a close, it's much easier to look forward and formulate a plan for the future.

Right now I'm still struggling with indecision and conflicint thoughts and emotions, but the impetus is building.
I am currently Questioning