Vermont to Illinois
12/27/2004 04:34 p.m.
Well...

after much deliberation, I've decided to forego my Vermont acceptance and apply to Ragdale in my hometown of Illinois. I won't have to buy plane tickets and for two weeks it would be $300-ish dollars, which is what I paid for the DEPOST on the Vermont Studio Center.

I feel very sad about not going to Vermont. I can only hope that one day they will accept me and either they will offer me more financial aid or I have more money saved.

In the meantime, I have to apply to Ragdale. IF THEY don't accept me, I'm fairly screwed. So I'm taking a big leap of faith here.

A friend sent me a wonderful quote:

"(P)erhaps you will have to decide whether you want to take responsibility for your destiny, whatever choice you make...In other words, you are going to have to make the decision, and whatever decision you make, take responsibility for choosing that life. Sometimes we have to take really tough decisions. The important thing is to know that YOU chose and to live the best life you can, whichever choice you make."

Ain't that the truth!
I am currently Disillusioned
I am listening to silence