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12/19/2004 05:33 a.m.

i have the cutest picture of me and greg. it's the sort of thing that in fifty years, i will show it to my grandchildren and say something along the lines of: this, here, was the first boy who stole my heart. this is what first love looks like.

and maybe i don't feel that way now. maybe i do. i guess i don't want to make that decision. once it's decided everything kind of loses that innocence and it starts to feel like something i have to do, instead of something i want to do. and i don't want that. i don't want to turn into an old, married couple on the brink of my 18th birthday.

i really feel that this picture is what happiness looks like. i've never seen anything more beautiful.


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