sometimes i think you're falling.
10/20/2004 09:29 p.m.

it seems the more i try to make everything better, the harder it becomes, and subsequently, the further away i get from actually doing so. i am really tired of constantly bickering. and as silly as it sounds, i was happier when we were nothing. i kind of liked the chase and never knowing where i stood. i saw him a lot more then, even though i like him about the same now. and it seems that my constant crying is over as well. though, i still can't do anything for myself, and i still have a fatal fear of mirrors. heh.


I am currently Fine
I am listening to john wesley harding- i'm wrong about everything