Awesome Amazingly Wonderful Weekend
10/05/2004 12:08 a.m.
I am just writing about the most amazing person in my life...my sweetie, Alan. :)

Alan was supposed to come down here on Friday night because he supposedly had a test to take on Friday for school and we were going to a wedding on Saturday. On Thursday, he left a message on my answering machine about how he was going to be home late, so he wouldn't be online right when I got home from work. So I cleaned my apartment and was waitng for him to sign online. I waited until about midnight and I was just about to go to bed when the phone rang. I answered...it was Alan and he told me to open my door. I opened my front door and there he was standing there!!! I was soooo surprised! :)

So Friday we hung out all day. I took him to lunch and we met two of my co-workers at the restaurant. We ordered pizza for dinner and went to look at "our" new apartment. We got back and he realized that he forgot his white pants that went with his suit for the wedding. So we went to WalMart and KMart to look for white mens pants. We quicky found out that white men's pants are very difficult to locate. After returning to my apartment and realizing that the only other "nice" pair of pants that Alan had were green and with his dressy red shirt, he would look way too Christmassy. So we went back to Walmart again and Alan bought black pants. Then we came back and I had to write a paper for my class. While I did that, Alan did my dishes and cleaned my living room. (He is sooo thoughtful).

On Saturday, I had school in the morning :( then Alan and I got ready for Fran's wedding. Alan looked soooo hottt in his black pants, red button down shirt, and tie :) The wedding was nice. We had a great time (an even better time after ;) ).

Sunday we went to my mom's for dinner and then we came back to my apartment around 5:30-6:00 do he wouldn't have to drive too late. He didn't leave and I didn't push him to. I wanted him to stay sooo badly. He stayed until 1:00 am and then had to leave since he had school at 9:00 this morning. I swear it tears me apart when I have to say good-bye to him. I know it won't be for much longer, but it is soooo hard.

We had amazing talks, amazing connections, amazing love making, amazing everything this weekend. He is almost perfect... really truly he is. I am head over heels in love with him. And he told me this weekend that he wants to spend the rest of his life with me!! Yes me!! And Alan!!! Together FOREVER!!! :) Every time I think of him I smile...

Today I woke up for work (extremely exhausted and very sad without Alan there) and went out to my car and saw that my sweetie left a letter on my windshield telling me how much he loves me. I couldn't ask for anyone better than he is.

I love Alan Vincent Nelson with all of my heart and soul and I know we are meant to be together forever. :)

YAY FOR LOVE
YAY FOR ALAN

I am currently Exhausted
I am listening to Allison Krausse--When you say nothing at all