Wonderful
09/23/2004 02:36 a.m.
Alan is wonderful. Seriously... He and I were having a conversation about the fact that he is moving to PA in May and look what he said : (I am piksystix btw, Alan is nelsonslament)

Piksystix: You know I love Maine...and you know I want to live there in a few years... and you know I love you and this really really sucks... I hate living apart from you... I hate that I know that you don't particularly care for PA and that you only want to be here because of me. I think it is incredibly wonderful that you love me that much that you are willing to move down here just for that purpose, but like you and I both have concerns about money being a huge problem in our realtionship, I have concerns that you will make this decsion to come down here, end up realizing that it is not that great just because I am here and have that end up causing problems in our relationship... I hope that doesn't happen and I hope that the four or five years you spend downhere is worth it....

nelsonslament: i think PA is a fine place, i mean Maine is nice and all, but the only times i really went out and enjoyed it was when I was with you,nothing, especially where I live is going to make me stop loving you



I have never been so head over heels in love before. He is amazing and I think what amazes me most is that he loves me that much...
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