I am getting up early,tired,sleepy and ever wanting to go back
09/14/2004 12:14 a.m.
I am getting up a bit early these days, tired, sleepy, and ever wanting to go back to sleep.
I am getting up a bit early these days, happy and ever wanting to get up still earlier
I am waking up a bit early these days always in conflict and struggling to get up.

Yesterday I woke up at four, struggled, dozed off and finally woke up at six, unhappy.
Today, I woke up at four, struggled, dozed off and finally woke up at five, tired, sleepy and ever wanting to go back to sleep but here I am determined (I think I am trying to trick my self for good. Ha! Ha!), typing this account of early rising.
I am waking up early aware that I just can’t go back.
So, what shall I do? This lack of sleep will have its own toll in the long run. I know I must curtail my need for sleep in terms of hours and I must retire a bit early every day.
I know I must apply A to A as much as I can and conserve precious little energies.
I know I must come back home a bit early, eat a bit early, and…well, I wish if you too can come a bit early.


I am currently Tired