More In Love Now
09/08/2004 09:50 p.m.
I am seriously more in love with Alan than I was before this weekend. I didn't think I could possibly love him more, but I do I do I do.

This weekend was amazing. I got to Maine on Friday around 7:00 pm. Alan met me at an office supplies store and I followd him to his mom's house. :) Saturday we watched Kill Bill 1 and 2 and we went to the fair with his cousin and his cousin's girlfriend, who were both really nice. I also got to meet Alan's older brother, his broher's wife and his two nieces. Sunday we drove two hours north and went to Moxie Falls which was gorgeous. Maine is gorgeous...Alan is gorgeous :) I love Maine. I love Alan. :) We brought a picnic lunch and sat near the waterfall to eat. On the way back we stopped at a rest stop with a beautiful view of a lake. Monday we went to visit my supervisor from work, Kathryn, who was on vacation in Maine for the week, we went to a really neat store where prisoners from the Maine state prison make everything in the store. It was awesome. Then we drove to what I think was Mount Camden (not sure if the name is right). But the view up there was amazing. We could see the ocean for miles. It was wonderful. We had long talks about important things...connected even more than we already were conncected...then we had to say good-bye :( Which is getting more and more difficult every time. I so just wanted to turn around and go back to Maine throughout my entire drive home last night.

Alan and I decided that he would move down here for a few years, but ultimately, we want to end up back in Maine. It is the perfect place to raise a family and it is just beautiful. I can not wait to start my life with Alan. Every day keeps getting better with him in my life and I can't imagine being without him. He makes me feel beautiful and loved and wanted...and I love him for that. He is everything to me... and I know that these next few months will just fly by and then we can start our life together. I can not wait.

I love Alan soooooo much!!!

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