Blurb
09/08/2004 08:31 p.m.
So uhm, I've been feeling bipolar lately? Part of me wants to just drop it all and be a bum the rest of my life. Then there's the other part (the infinitely smarter, craftier part) which keeps stepping on my toes for even considering not rising to my challenges. That does it, cuz whenever I get slack, I suddenly become ambitious again lol. The hardest part is getting up in the morning though, because I would really rather just sleep all day. Really, I swear, it would feel so good. But I took a nap today after class and before band, and that did me good because now I am glad I am awake, and glad that I am here! Even though I did really bad on my arpeggios in piano class.
I am currently Insecure