Bit of a bite
09/08/2004 12:35 p.m.
It is sooo very easy for some to think that I am all sweetness, and ninenty percent of the time I am, but that other ten percent now and again gives voice, this is such...
Cursing Again
How could you
Why would you
Want to...
Destroy
Something as beautiful
As the way I felt at the sound of your voice
The touch of your hand
The thought of seeing you
Your callous inconcideration
Thought for only self
Neatly silenced my joy
I allowed you to wrap me tightly
Place me away in an airless box
Stop my love from flowing free
Stilling the words
The emotion
Till there was
Nothing left
Of me
No More... No More
Must I turn to another
For that which I long for from you
Your only answer... I can't be what you want me to
Change the answer to truth
I won't be... I will not allow me to
As I curse myself...
For Loving You
Although not written today... it is echoed.
I am currently Calm
I am listening to The phone ring off the hook
