A Warning
09/03/2004 11:08 p.m.
People are gritty. People are never smooth. There is never only one layer. What looks pristine on the outside usually has so many layers of gossamer and steel that what you end up getting used to and liking and being comfortable with ends up overturning and completely changing your views.

My point is, I write my life on pathetic.org. I write who I am and what I think here. I write each layer of gossamer and each sheet of steel down here on internet paper. Every piece of grit. Every fiber. What I write down here is from the inside of my head, and not every topic here is open for discussion face to face, in person. In short, if you are one of the few people who reads this and sees me in real life, know that I have the right not to discuss with you ANYTHING I write. However, there is an exception to this in the 2 other people on this site that I frequently see me in real life because they too put their lives out here for (selectly) public viewing. You know who you are. Julie, you're also an exception. Anyone who is a member of pathetic.org is an exception. But to everyone else who has perhaps stumbled on this site or who has been given the address on purpose, I reserve the right to completly refuse to discuss these topics with you. I don't write things here so that we can talk about them. I write things here so that people can have an honest look inside the head of person who's trying not to censor. Take from it what you wish.