The Many Ways I am Impatient
08/23/2004 02:25 a.m.
I miss Alan so incredibly much. I just have to survive the next eight months without him. There are tons of couples who are separated and have to wait longer than eight months...and honestly...I don't know how they do it. I can't stand not being able to be with him. It is absolute torture for me...I am just an impatient person.

Well yesterday I went to my co-worker's wedding. I love weddings, but I hate them too. It seems that whenever I go to a wedding, I get this sudden sense of urgency to get married. I know I have plenty of time to get married and have children and all of that happy family stuff that I have always wanted to have, but I guess I am just impatient. Anyways...my co-worker's song for her wedding was the most beautiful song and it made me think of Alan so I thought I would post it in my journal...

WHEN YOU SAY NOTHING AT ALL
Alison Krauss

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word you can light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd
Old Mr. Webster could never define
What's being said between your heart and mine

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all

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