Lost Without Him
08/08/2004 03:17 a.m.
I am feeling completely depressed right now. Alan is not here. Alan is in Maine. I am here alone...without Alan. I can't believe how much I feel like crying right now. I miss him so damn much that I feel sick to my stomach.

Nine more months... only have to wait nine more months to be together... I hope I make it that long.


I am currently Depressed
I am listening to Queer Eye for the Straight Guy