Dreams
07/22/2004 05:58 p.m.
I had dreams last night. Dreams that were so real I awoke and thought I was still dreaming. Dreams so big and so real that I have to call Jordan when I think he might be awake and ask him about them. I woke up, and the dream kept on playing. I'd try to start a happier one, and this one would keep playing out.

I hardly ever dream.

I feel stupid wanting to ask Jordan about something I saw in a dream. Especially something like this. But the way my mind was playing tricks on me last night puts fear into me, and I want to hear him tell me its alright. That it was just a dream.

I went to bed thinking the exact opposite of what my dreams played out.

I went to bed thinking "He wouldn't do a thing like that to me..."

I am currently Bothered